A few days ago my husband and I saw a robin in our yard. One of its feet was broken and his body was swollen. He could fly a little, but not well. We watched the bird for a while, debating whether there was anything we could do. We realized we couldn’t. It was going to die and soon. We didn’t know if the cold weather or a predator would get it first. We couldn’t even bring it in to the warmth of the house to make it comfortable until it died. It flew just well enough to keep away from us.
Lately I have been feeling like that crippled bird. Hobbling around trying to do my best while just barely staying out of reach of my enemies. Cats waiting to pounce, larger birds looking for an easy meal, or just the cold weather wearing on me.
I feel like I’m watched, and I would like someone to come to my rescue to help and protect me. But instead they’re just watching and placing bets on how long I’ll last. It doesn’t feel like it will be very long.
I’m sure I’m not the only one who has felt like this. Life is not easy. When we are feeling down, crippled, hurt and broken, we just want someone to come and make everything easy. To rescue us.
That’s when prayer is the most important tool we have. We do have someone who is always there. The battle might not go away and we might still feel broken, but Jesus will always be at our side, enduring everything with us. We are not alone in the cold.
So for the One who keeps His eye on the sparrow, please keep Your eye on me. Give me the strength to continue. Be with this “crippled bird” until we join You in our eternal home.
Do you ever feel completely vulnerable or alone? What do you do in those times?